Video 【MAYU】The Day I Found Myself - eng sub【KabaneP】

requested a while back, I didn't think I'd cry while subbing but
I did

Setting up my new computer, at last... I'm finally free from missing key hell, except I have about 45gb of music to transfer to it now rip
so, here is something quick

oh and check out vein, which I translated for angelsubs!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-1qCjipD64

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弟のことが大好きだった
誰からも好かれる 笑顔の絶えない子
仲良しの双子
親からも愛されてた

I loved my (little) brother,
He was liked by all, a child with an unfaltering smile
(We), a close pair of twins
We were loved by our parents too

特別扱いせずに
平等に育ててくれた
自慢の家族
けれど

Without any special treatment
They raised us equally
A family to boast about(/family I was proud of)
but

ある日を境に
みんな私に冷たくなった
話しかけても
無視されて
ご飯は私の分だけない

With one day as the turning point
Everyone grew cold towards me
Even if I try to talk to them
I just get ignored
And at meals only my helping is missing

私は部屋で泣いていた
I cried in my room

愛されていたのに
愛されたいのに
どうして触れてくれないの

Even though I was loved
Even though I want to be loved
Why won’t you touch me

私はここにいるよ
ひとりぼっちにしないでよ
叫んだって誰も見てくれなかった

I’m right here
Don’t leave me alone
Even if I screamed no one looked at me

弟は進学が決まった
新しい学校、新しい制服
羨ましがって泣いた

My brother decided on which school he would move to
A new school, a new uniform
Feeling jealous I cried

親は弟と仲良しだった
毎日の
いってらっしゃいと
おかえりは
私になっかた

My parents were close with my brother
The everyday
“Have a good day”’s
And “welcome home”’s
There were none for me

双子は弟の方が背が伸びた
声だって変わった
好きな子ができたらしい
私は部屋から半年以上出ていなっかた

The brother of the twins grew taller
His voice even changed
And it seems he got a girl he likes
I hadn’t left my room in over half a year

愛されていたのに
愛されたいのに
どうして笑ってくれないの

Even though I was loved
Even though I want to be loved
Why won’t you smile at me

私はここにいるよ
悪いことしたら謝るから
このままじゃ消えて無くなってしまいそうで

I’m right here
If I’ve done something bad I’ll apologize so…
I feel like at this rate I’m going to fade away and disappear

みんなが冷たくなったから一年
いつものように何も無い日のはずだった

A year since everyone grew cold
It was a day, with nothing as usual… or so it should have been

流れるように記憶が入ってきて
私は思い出した
リビングのお線香の香り
かべにかかった
いくつもの私の写真

Memories came to me as if flowing in
And I remembered...
The scent of incense in the living room
the many photos of me pinned up on the wall

カレンダーに書かれた
命日という文字
すべてが私のためだった

And the letters “death anniversary”
written on the calendar
All were for my sake

愛されていたのに
愛されたいのに
どうして忘れていたの

Even though I was loved
Even though I want to be loved
Why did (I) forget

暖かかった日々
ひとりぼっちなんかじゃない
私は確かに愛されて此処に居た

Those warm days
I’m not alone
For sure, I had been here, loved

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http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm21282164

Lyric：sarry (mylist/19433805)
Music：屍P/Kabane(?)P (mylist/35112185) twitter:shohei_kyojyaku
Illust：Rem (http://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=1486302)
Video/animation：Age (mylist/18401983)

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