My heart's seen things
I wish it didn't
Somewhere
I lost some of my innocence
And I miss it
I miss it
Stay up all night
Thinking it's twisted
My life's been survival
Of the fittest but I did it
I did it
I do all my own healing
Manage all in my feelings
I don't ask for help no
Cause I don't need it
Cause I don't need it
Sometimes I wish
I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
I could get hurt
And get some scars to prove it
Just say to hell
With all my plans
Cause I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
Why am I always
The one making decisions
How do I handle the pressure
I do my best to fake it mmh
But honestly I hate it mmh
Oh I do all my own fighting
I'm who I'ma confide in
Maybe I need help no
I won't deny it
I won't deny it
Sometimes I wish
I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
I could get hurt
And get some scars to prove it
Just say to hell
With all my plans
Cause I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
Older than I older than I
Older than I
I'm older
And I don't give a damn
I'm older than I am