Wasn't raised religious
But I wish that I was
Havin' nothin' to believe in
Has been killin' my buzz
Yeah I cut my hair
Close the blinds play Hallelujah
Like two dozen times
And yesterday I tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry
Too high to get up
Don't even try
Cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk
I just lay in my bed
Don't even try
To go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor
She knew I was fakin'
Gave me some pills
But I'm too scared to take 'em
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry
Can't tell my Mamma
It makes her worry
I'm not suicidal
Sometimes
The lines get all blurry
Yeah I cut my hair
Close the blinds played Hallelujah
Like two dozen times
And yesterday
I tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry
Too high to get up
Don't even try
Cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk
I just lay in my bed
Don't even try
To go out with my friends
I lied to my doctor
She knew I was fakin'
Gave me some pills
But I'm too scared to take 'em
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry
I'm too sad to cry
Too high to get up
Don't even try
Cause I'm scared to fuck up
Don't like to talk
I just stay in my bed
Don't even try
To go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor
She knew I was fakin'
Gave me some pills
But I'm too scared to take 'em
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry