We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill
Green pill black pill
I know deep down we're sad still
It's not normally how we act
They should see what's under our mask
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down we're sad still
We don't ever gotta talk
About it what do you mean
Cabinet full of orange vials
They prescribe what I need
Wanna treat the term
Anxiety like it's taboo
Come off that opinion I think you
Need this more than I do
I wake at 8 AM and pad my floor
With pillows then stand
'Cause all this vertigo is makin' me
Unsure where I land
I need to breathe need religion
Need fiancé on phone
Since our last conversation
I don't trust bein' alone
Year feels like 3000 and Andre
Flood my head with vloggers
Go throw on that Kanye
Oh I hate this shakin'
Oh I hate this achin'
Nothin' that they say these days
Is groundbreakin' ahh
We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill
Green pill black pill
I know deep down we're sad still
It's not normally how we act
They should see what's under our mask
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down we're sad still
We don't ever gotta talk about
It what do you mean
Yeah all you ever see on
Instagram is low-cut jeans
From girls that I can bet are probably
Going through some shit
But make a fake smile
'Til their white blood cells lit
Your conversations with friends
Family go long ways
That's how I cope with crawling out
My skin like RuPaul's waves
My milligrams are lower
But I still don't know where I'm headed
Each time my heart starts beating
I look for symptoms on Reddit
Year feels like 3000 and Andre
Flood my head with vloggers
Go throw on that Kanye
Oh I hate this shakin'
Oh I hate this achin'
Nothin' that they say these days
Is groundbreakin' ahh
We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill
Green pill black pill
I know deep down we're sad still
It's not normally how we act
They should see what's under our mask
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down we're sad still
Feels like 3000 and Andre
Flood my head with vloggers
Go throw on that Kanye
Oh I hate this shakin'
Oh I hate this achin'
Nothin' that they say
These days is groundbreakin'
We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill
Green pill black pill
I know deep down we're sad still
It's not normally how we act
They should see what's under our mask
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down we're sad still