I think I'm fallin' in love
With this new girl
She's got a nice
Place west of the 405
But I miss gettin' drunk
With you from a paper bag
Sometimes we drive up
The coast on the weekends
And party with her cool friends
At the Chateau Marmont
But I miss going nowhere
With you up and down Fairfax
What hurts the most is just
How close we got to
To the life we dreamed now
I'm doin' everything without you
If it was up to me
I'd be with you every night
If it was up to me
I'd let you win every fight
If it was up to me
You would still still be mine
But it wasn't up
To me up to me
I got my first check
You always said I'd make it
Have you heard
They're playin' LANY on the radio
Wish you were with me
Celebratin' out in Malibu
I'm not sayin'
That my girl's not amazin'
I keep lookin' for a problem
But there's nothin' wrong
The only problem is
I can't turn her into you
If it was up to me
I'd be with you every night
If it was up to me
I'd let you win every fight
If it was up to me
You would still still be mine
But it wasn't up
To me up to me
If it was up to me ink
Your name on my arm
If it was up to me closin'
Down that corner bar
If it was up to me you
Wouldn't have broke my heart
But it wasn't up
To me up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me