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Hey Nate how's life

I don't know it's alright

I've been dealin' with some things

Like every human being

And really didn't sleep much last night

I'm sorry that's fine

I just think

I need a little me time

I just think

I need a little free time

Little break from the shows

And the bus rides yeah

Last year I had a breakdown

Thoughts tellin' me

I'm lost gettin' too loud

Had to see a therapist

Then I found out

Somethin' funny's goin'

On up in my house

Yeah I started thinkin'

Maybe I should move out

You know pack my car

Take a new route

Clean up my yard

Get the noose out

Hang up my heart

Let it air out

I've been searchin'

What does that mean Nate

I've been learning

Grabbin' my keepsakes

Leavin' my burdens

Well I brought a few with me

I'm not perfect

Lookin' at the view like

This concerns me

Pickin' up the cues right

I'm quite nervous

Hate it when I lose sight

Life gets blurry

And things might hurt me

It's prolly gonna be

A long journey but hey

It's worth it though

Cold world out there kids

Grab your coats

Been a minute I know

Now I'm back to roam

Lookin' for the antidote

To crack the code

Pretty vivid I admit it

I'm in classic mode

Don't need pity given to me

But I can't condone

Talkin' down to me

I'ma have to crack your nose

For crackin' jokes

I'm lookin' for the map

To hope you seen it

Been makin' a whole

Lot of changes

Wrote a song about that

You should play it

I get scared when

I walk on these stages

I look at the crowd

And see so many faces yeah

That's when I start to get anxious

That's when my thoughts

Can be dangerous

That's when I put on my makeup

And drown in self-hatred

Forget what I'm saying and

Where'd the beat go

Oh ain't that somethin'

Drums came in

You ain't see that comin'

Hands on my head

Can't tell me nothin'

Got a taste of the fame

Had to pump my stomach

Throw it back up like

I don't want it

Wipe my face clean up my vomit

Ocd tryna push my buttons

I said don't touch it

Now y'all done it

I can be critical never typical

Intricate with every syllable

I'm a criminal

Intimate but never political pretty visual

Even if you hate it

I'll make it feel like

You're in it though

You call me what you wanna

But never call me forgettable

Leave you deep in thought

I could never swim

In the kiddie pool

Way that I been thinkin'

Is cinematic it's beautiful

Man I don't know

If I'm makin' movies

Or music videos

Yeah the sales can rise

Doesn't mean much though

When your health declines

See we've all got somethin'

That we trapped inside

That we try to suffocate

You know hopin' it dies

Try to hold it underwater

But it always survives

Then it comes up out of

Nowhere like an evil surprise

Then it hovers over

You to tell you millions of lies

You don't relate to that

Must not be as crazy as I am

The point I'm makin' is the mind

Is a powerful place

And what you feed

It can affect you

In a powerful way

It's pretty cool right

Yeah but it's not always safe

Just hang with me

This'll only take a moment okay

Just think about it for a second

If you look at your face

Every day when you get up

And think you'll never be great

You'll never be great

Not because you're not

But the hate

Will always find

A way to cut you up

And murder your faith

I am developin'

Take a look at the benefits

Nothin' to meddle with

I can never be delicate

Am I even relevant

That depends how you measure it

Take a measurement

Then bag it up

And give me the evidence

Pretty evident dependable can

Never be tentative

I'm a gentleman depending on

If I think you're genuine

Pretty elegant but not afraid

To tell you to get a grip

Proper etiquette I keep it

To myself when I celebrate ah

It's that time again

Better grab your balloons

And invite your friends

Seatbelts back on yeah strap 'em in

Look at me everybody

I'm smilin' big

On a road right now

That I can't predict

Tell me Tone that down

But I can't resist

Y'all know that sound

Better raise your fist

The search begins I'm back

So enjoy the trip huh