Come home, get high
Forget about the time
Between my highlights
I know but I'm fine
It's been a rough time
Poker face in play
Otherwise it makes me think
I'm unsafe
I know, it's strange
Wish it wasn't this way
But no one seems
To know any better
I designed it that way
I know it seems
I have it together
But just because I carry it well
Doesn't mean it isn't heavy
And I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down
But all I want now
Is somebody who can tell me
How it's gonna turn out
Cause I thought
I'd be doing better by now
I thought
I'd be doing better by now
But don't I carry it well
I'm grateful but impatient
Get hateful but don't say it
So those who mean
The most will get the best of me
And I can't come back home
And fight the rest of me
It's best to leave
Cause no one seems
To know any better
And I designed it it that way
I know it seems
I have it together
But just because I carry it well
Doesn't mean it isn't heavy
And I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down
But all I want now
Is somebody who can tell me
How it's gonna turn out
Cause I thought
I'd be doing better by now
I thought
I'd be doing better by now
But don't I carry it well
Don't I carry it well
Cause no one seems
To know any better
Just because I carry it well
Doesn't mean it isn't heavy
And I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down
But all I want now
Is somebody who can tell me
How it's gonna turn out
Cause I thought
I'd be doing better by now
I thought
I'd be doing better by now
But don't I carry it well
Don't I carry it well
Cause no one seems
To know any better