Bài hát Escapism. Báo Lỗi

Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

I met him at the bar

It was 12 or something

I ordered two more wines

'Cause tonight, I want him

A little context if you care to listen

I find myself in a shit position

The man that I love

Sat me down last night

And he told me that it's over

Dumb decision

And I don't wanna feel

How my heart is ripping

In fact, I don't wanna feel

So I stick to sipping

And I'm out on the town

With a simple mission

In my little black dress

And this shit is sitting

Just a heart broke bitch

High heels, six inch

In the back of the nightclub

Sippin' champagne

I don't trust

Any of these bitches I'm with

In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

I was lookin' for a man

Who was on the same page

Now it's back to the intro

Back to the bar

To the Bentley, to the hotel

To my old ways

'Cause I don't wanna feel

How I did last night

I don't wanna feel

How I did last night

Doctor, doctor, anything, please

Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

Take this pain away

You're asking me my symptoms

Doctor, I don't wanna feel

Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

Back to my ways like 2019

Not 24 hours

Since my ex did dead it

I got a new man on me

It's about to get sweaty

Last night really was the cherry on the cake

Been some dark days lately

And I'm finding it crippling

Excuse my state

I'm as high as your hopes

That you'll make it to my bed

Get me hot and sizzling

If I take a step back

To see the glass half full

At least it's the Prada two-piece

That I'm trippin' in

And I'm already actin' like a dick

Know what I mean

So you might as well stick it in

Just a heart broke bitch

High heels, six inch

In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

I don't trust

Any of these bitches I'm with

In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

I was lookin' for a man

Who was on the same page

Now it's back to the intro

Back to the bar

To the Bentley, to the hotel

To my old ways

'Cause I don't wanna feel

How I did last night

I don't wanna feel

How I did last night

Doctor, doctor, anything, please

Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

Take this pain away

You're asking me my symptoms

Doctor, I don't wanna feel

What

'Cause I don't wanna feel

Like I felt last night

I don't wanna feel

Like I felt last night

Be at peace

With the things you can't change

I'll be naked when I leave

And I was naked when I came

Out of reach, out of touch

Too numb, I don't feel no way

Toast up, so what

Street small, but it go both ways

So you'll run

Yeah, but you'll never escape

Sunset in the maze

You're asking me my symptoms

Doctor, I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

How I did last night

I don't wanna feel

How I did last night, oh

Doctor, doctor, anything, please

Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

You're asking me my symptoms

Doctor, I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

How I did last night

I don't wanna feel

How I did last night

I don't wanna feel

How I did last night

Lipstick smudged like modern art

I don't know where the fuck I am

Or who's drivin' the fuckin' car

Speedin' down the highway, sipping

Mixin' pills with the liquor

'Cah fuck these feelings

I left everyone I love on read

Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed

I remember nothing

So there's nothing to regret

Other than this 4-4 kick drum

Poundin' in my head