Video Shinitai-chan (English Cover)【JubyPhonic】シニタイちゃん

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Miss Wanna-Die wants to live

I remember seeing this song on the Vocaloid countdown a long time ago and being like “this is such a good song”. Then promptly forgot about it. So I found it again obviously and thought I’d give it a try. I’m honestly kinda unsatisfied with the lyrics since there seemed to a lot of disparities between translations and when I gave it a go, it was still kinda vague in parts. I ended up taking a lot of “creative freedoms” with the lyrics just so it wouldn’t end up being too bland or confusing. All in all, I’m still floating the thought that the protagonist is in some kind of purgatory that keeps repeating the day of her death or something. It seems like she loses her memory of what happened and “that” person but then regains it over and over like a cycle. It’s hard to say kind of but that’s my theory. Also there’s something to do with the differentiation between the white subtitles and red subtitles which probably has a deeper meaning possibly having to do with her being alive (white) and her being dead (red). Just a lot going on in the song that I sadly didn’t have the time or brains to get into but I hope you can enjoy it nonetheless as a quick cover!

ORIGINAL CREDITS:
✦ Music/Lyrics: Switch
✦ Movie: Ta*LuT+
✦ Art: Tsukino
✦ Character Design: Amegorou

COVER CREDITS:
✦ Vocals/Mix/Lyrics: Juby
✦ Translation Ref: Hazuki no Yume

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--------LYRICS————

Awake, I opened my eyes to see

A hospital, so white and clean

I was walking up to the roof, I think

Then can’t recall at all a single thing

Held a hand for me, you were there

I know, But couldn’t reach

The me that would fall down all the time

But stand and reach my hand to see…

Have you tried crossing over yet?

Ah wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

You were there, you would care

Making me aware

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they’re never done

Not enough, not enough

Ah wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

If I died, you would cry,

and I don’t know why

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they’re never done

Not enough, not enough

When I forget you, I’m all alone without a place to go

But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know

A dream, til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and

I wanna live, wanna live

Deep inside I’ve always been

Reaching out for a hand, so don’t let this be the end

Mushrooms growing on my head

Still remember even then

Where you are when I’m dead

Ah wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

You were there, you would care

You know it really isn’t fair

Every time I forgot

You remain inside my thoughts

Not enough, not enough

Ah wanna die, wanna die

Wanna die, but I still couldn’t die

With you by my side

Behind the days I spent alone, afraid

Now you’re here to stay

Lalala lalala lalala lalala

And the scars never fade

Memories that replay

Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day